清晰

最近有点太过放纵自己了，我不可以在这样下去。不然慢慢我的生活只有原地踏步，我一定向前走。该是时候玩的时候就尽情的玩，投入的玩。要很清楚要做的东西和责任，不要放弃。我已经一步一步地得到这一切，也是该有新的目标了。决定了就要实现，答应自己要做的到；不可半途放弃。身边没人支持，不是借口；要靠自己的毅力。如果身边有人支持当然跟好啦！

Don't ask me why!

In your mind you may ask me why i treating you like this way? But seem like you don't care and don't bother. You wanna make yourself out of the rim, but is just making it worst. When the day you start to lie, our trust had gone. It really hurt me deeply. Whatever you trying telling me, i put effort to learn and try to overcome for it. Just because I think you always the best buddy, and i trust you that you will lead me to correct way. I'm stubborn, the hard treat is not the path; sometime i scold myself don't care much about it.
原来有些东西有了裂痕，再也无法补回了。裂痕的疤永远都还在！曾经那一个月我失眠到一天只睡那两三小时，而还是哭累了才可睡着。你有真真关心过你这个所谓称好朋友的我吗？从来我的期望不高，一个简单的慰问以让我感觉到温软。

充电吗？

去完了trip回来，该是轻松点吧！好像是但又好像沉重了。是我太执着吗？我很混乱，我好像控制不了我的脑海的一直在转动。